ok, so i had a conversation with myself all night and into the wee hours of this morning. i figured out why i have been so screwed up in the head lately. due to my injury and impending surgery, i am stuck in a rut; one of which i would rather not be. i decided that it really wasn't my fault at all that the injury happened, and no matter how frustrating, i can't take it out on others and make them miserable as well. because of this situation, i realized that i have become bored with myself. now, the only way out, is to find things to keep me busy. (please note: my poll question and other bs rantings are a direct result of said situation). that being said, i willfully retract said poll question. the others, well, those are just vintage montana. so... any ideas on how to entertain myself??? and for my sick-minded friends: masterbation has crossed my mind, but playing alone is sooooooo 1997. later.
Wow, dude. 5:36 in the morning?!?!?!
I think there are a lot of us who feel like they are in a rut. I know I do. I think is has a lot to do with this age. It's a weird place to be - almost 30, but still clinging onto the last bits on youngdom, ya know?
Keeping busy will definitely help, I would say. It helps me, but sometimes I put so much on my plate that none of it actually gets done, and that's like, the opposite of helping yourself feel better.
For me, I know I need to slow down and try harder to enjoy each day (that sounds soo lame). Time has been FLYING by, and I know it's because I'm always rushing onto the next thing. That has to stop, because before I know it I'll have like 8 kids and not know what the hell happeed to my youth. No bueno.
Cheers, mate. Have a good day.
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